~Celtic-Lemniscate

This is my last post on this account. I will move the poems I like to another that will not be named.

I am doing this because I am a fool and I don't want this life of art and writing, I want just the writing. No more drawings, no more pictures, nothing just the writings of a fool.

My heart is fluttering,
While friends are muttering.

Some of you know what I mean by that and others will be confused. But that is ok because I am more then rather happy as of now.

My mind has gone for a long walk,
On the night that we got to talk,
A friend who is so much more,
A person that I will always adore,
Peace fills my life,
and all is right.

Just what I feel and for the one I feel it to.

Where to start... I no longer live with my parents, I now live with Nichole and Angela.

We are getting internet at our place on Thursday.

I got a new phone, if you want the number just let me know.

The only person I care for in life doesn't seem to notice me anymore.

I feel like I am in a slump right now.

I can't figure out what to get people for Christmas, and am still trying to figure out what that has to do with all the pagan parts of it.

I feel depressed almost all day, but have to act happy cause of those around me.

I don't believe I have felt this alone when surrounded by people since Freshman year.

I am falling behind on all of my plans.

And best of all I am starting to remember why I took certain actions to start with.

Apathy is more like my mood but they don't have that option.

Well if anyone I know sees me as of now they might not know that it is me for the first few seconds to minutes.... Yeah I changed something major... and it shows rather.... Well it sticks out like a sore thumb... NOT IT WASN'T SELF MUTILATION... Gah why would you think that?


I thank the following for theming me make it this far.

Just about family


Close friends


Real life friends


Online Friends


Groups

I guess there are some good sides to life after all. All things considered, busted tooth, head ache and the such I think that for the day I have come out on top.